Turmoil

I am such a useless human being on earth ... thats exactly what I feel. What do we do everyday at home or work..... life looks so lifeless.... got married recently after 5 years of struggle ...... parents didn't accept my choice .. they had big noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo finally Iwon.............. but the point is what is that they got or I got absolute nothing.... may be sometimes I feel we expect so much and eventually nothing happens .... however we think life will havesome unexpected twists every next moment and we keep going ...ooooooooops did I sound philosophical.......